..... erm... well.. its been a while that i have been here i guess..

guess why im here today, i actually came online to create a ''Leaving SSDi'' thread...
Now i see this and im not sure what to do anymore..

I know how it is to have lots of trouble in RL, better than most of you probably think.
May have recognized, normally im online every day, totally active in forums and on servers...
That was me as i joined the clan, that was me while i was playing for the clan.. That was me as my RL seemed to be ok.........

Hell, RL is a total mess atm.. I told several members ''its all ok'' via steam chat, facebook or w/e.
Actually it was always a lie. My Life is ***** up atm and i cant change it that fast.

It needs lots of time and thats what im trying to get at the moment. So, here i see your point Jason matey, i know how it is to nearly loose your family. And guys, im only 21.....

So, Jason Buddy all the best for you and your family matey. I still try my best to get to the Paintballing this year.. i wanna meet u atleast once......

About the thing on top in my post..

I was seriously about that, i really was on about to Leave SSDi and Online Gaming behind me..
Im about to leave the town i live in atm, just to get away from everything.. but i cant cos i aint got the money. For now, i will stay here. I try to help as much as i can to keep SSDi up running. Tho, i won't play. I try to check into Forums from time to time and i should be online at Steam in the evening.

Questions are allowed, but im not sure if im gonna answer them.

Jason matey, stay in touch!

All others, Heads up and look forward. If i ever sort my Life out i will be fully back and give it all to keep this Amazing Clan up Running.. if its the last thing im gonna do....


Cheers Stefan

Kaney... long time no knife mate.

Me and DM were talking about you just the other day! You've been missed buddy.

Just as i thought things couldn't get any worse, i read the beginning of your post

Sorry to hear you having trouble with RL mate, similiar to SK's situation i guess. I won't ask any questions coz its not my place, i just hope that you can get them sorted in the future and come back to us eventually. Same goes for you SK!

As many have said, RL takes priority so don't worry about us for the time being, the clan will stay afloat as we have a load of top notch members, SSDi will not falter. It was the first clan i joined and it's going to be the last.

Takecare, both of you. I hope things turn out ok guys.

Monte <3

I'll toast for that

no worrys kane everyone has to do whats best for them you do whats best for you,

jamie

good luck m8



thomas

Sorry to hear about your troubles Jason and Stefan.

Can fully understand why you stop when you have troubles in Rl, so I wish you all the best for the future, sort out your problems and be sure you have made good friends in fook knows how many countries.
Your good lads

Now

Sorry to hear about your probs SK and Kane

As I m only 15/16, i don't really know how your situations are, but I understand that family comes first!

And I think everyone will remember you guys as 2 guys you had always fun with and who we will always be remembered!

Thanks for everything and I think that a last |SSDi| play would be in its place

Best of luck in RL en sort thing out guys,
It was an honour to play with u guys!



NF

First of all, Thanks Noobfighter!!

Second : I AM NOT GOING TO LEAVE!!!!!

I hope this sorts a few things out. Yes, indeed, i was serioulsy thinking about that due to my RL Shit. But i nearly sorted things out. The thing with my Ex GF and My Ex Best Mate dragged me down more than i actually thought.. more than 2 years together with her.. i know him since i was 3.. that was just to much and i fell back into my old mood... Brawls, Alcohol etc. Nearly lost my Job, Nearly lost my Fam and the last few Friends that stayed, Money Problems.. Put all that together and you will be totally down.. Believe me... I won't say to much since its a bit of Private, but just that u know what i have been doing the last few months...

Well, My best mate (not the ex best mate lol) will be out of hospital around wednesday. Work is fine. I dont care about that BItch anymore. Money should be sorted about August. My Fleshwound is healing fast. All in all..

Im Back!

Tho, still got my Final Examination coming, but im well prepared for that

Kaney

wb buddy

did you get a buttplug for some pre-stretching ?