well ive been struggling with many many problems past 2 years,
most of the problem where the drugs and stuff,
few days ago i realized what really was happening to me,
i was getting aggresive with that shit,
had plenty of discussions with some mates, for the stupids reason i was pissed off and stuff,

i hated my life,
and i never knew what the problem was,
most of the time i was always pissed off, think nico knows what i mean,

well, i made a choice,
ive quited the drug part in my life,
im sick of it,

not touching that shiit anymore,

and im sorry for the probs i caused here @ ssdi,

never wanted to leave, i was good @ this clan,
but for the most little thing i was pissed off and i left,

well, its all past now,

looking forward too a better life,

hope you guys never going to have some probs with drugs,
stay away from it,
@ the beginning its all awesome and stuff,
but after that, you life is fucked up,

well keep care guys,

greetz, oos

Takes a man to admit their problems!
You have no issues here with us dude, all's good!

Take care matey and good luck!

Jason

had similar problem too lol, was on weed 24/7 for YEARS lol, but in the end, i got fed up and pissed off with it lol, so i QUIT, was pretty easy coz i had CSS lol, just instead of smoking a joint, i'd just play another map lol, but yer, can really get a hold of ya, and as u say, i got annoyed at stuff and started to feel depressed etc, thank god i managed to quit it
So mate, Good Luck , and Don'T relapse, if you have done 1 day without anything, then ya can do the next day without anything. once again, Good luck mate, and well done keep it up

when he got pissed we needed to man handle him
so we threw him against a wall from time to time
but all in all he's a good bloke
and oos if i can quit the sigarretes then you can quit weed asswell
besides i use to smoke weed almost daily in the past , quited it almost 4 years ago

I used to smoke silly amounts of weed every day for about 12 years. Got to the point where after a load of dodgy sessions I finally realised that I was allowing the drug to rule my life and it was messing my head (turned into a paranoid twat). Quit 5 years ago and never looked back

Good luck Captain

Everything in moderation... sorry that you had learn the hard way. Best of luck dude.

It is good to hear that you finally came to the point to say: No!! Not anymore!
I never really had that hard problems with Drugs, well, i had one with Alcohol but it didnt last that long, tho.

I never touched Weed and i never smoked a cigarette or anything else. I hate that, i personally think its disgusting.
My Parents do smoke, so i grew up with it, most ppl thought i would smoke later but they were wrong and surprised.
Cause my Parents smoke, thats the Reason why i never started!

Well, the alcohol, about 2,5 - 3 years back, i was 17 or 18 i had huge Problems with Alcohol, i tried to hide from ppl who dont know me that well.
But that wasnt quite easy, i had LOTS of Brawls due to the Alcohol, i became aggressive and depressive. It was one hell of a shitty time.

Now that i write it down here, i think i have never told any of u about this. Anyways, i had good friends who helped to get rid of that problem.
Im thankful to everyone of them. Now i only drink a few beers and i normally dont drink the hard stuff. I can control it now and im proud of that.
That may sounds funny in some way, but when u ever have been through something like this, u would understand how it feels.

So in short, the only Drugs i ever used were and still are: Alcohol (Not that much anymore) and Music (addicted lol)

So Gence mate,
Stay Strong and Keep Cool
Aslong as u got Friends who tell u to stop u can do it

I used to have a big problem with sex, always shagging everything that came along, cats, dogs, sheep,.............. till in the end I said NO! This has to stop,...............

So I made SSDi and never looked back!

SK

and now we are the ones who get F*£K"D

Also good news capt It takes a lot of balls to admit to having a problem plenty of people never take that step.